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.... my life has lost its purpose ............ my team has lost tonight to the 'pie eaters' damn.
joan and me went out for a beautiful Italian meal out to celebrate a friends birthday SO we had to tape the saints on tv - only to lose .
So sad - even on tape.
So here I am - pathetic. To lose to your most historic rivals is so hard, and I hate it.
So here we are at 2 am with emotions drained - we could have won and ...... we didn't.
We are the team which won the Challenge cup in the Cardif stadium - and we were there.
Stink.
We are in for a good w/e with friends and hosting and champagne flowing - but my mood till tomorrow is dire.
So - sorry - I AM an emotional person - thank you God - and these things in life touch my simple fragile soul. We cannot be winners all the time and how we handle it ..........
Just want to say I am thinking of you ......... you special beautiful human ....... you are beautiful ....... even if you do not feel beautiful ........ you are
you are
you are .............
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