Thursday, September 08, 2005




"I am what I am"

...... sometimes .....

....... I journey under London for four hours a day - two hours and then a return. Home at 9pm today. (the tube was packed+ packed in central London tonight at 8pm! - no fear of bombs now me thinks!)

So often I hate to stop and rip my earplugs out with regret - today because I was listening to Pete Tong and his house music programme from radio>to iPod.


"I am what I am"
....... is a poster seen around the London Underground. Tried twice today to catch the ad as it moved past on the side of a double decker bus. My 'always with me' camera could not open quick enough - stink.

"I am what I am" is often said to me by humans who exhibit obnoxious behaviour.
(there is no such thing as an obnoxious person - only obnoxious behaviour)

This 'one liner' is so sad it seems to me - and I hate the thought.
We are more than what - we are. We are not stuck in a time warp - I hope.

Me?
I am a human like this now, a personal self assessment - not an imposed one, but I am a 'becoming' human - full of beautiful imperfection but becoming ............... becoming ........ journeying along a road less travelled to become a human reaching out for my full potential ...
THAT is a better advert ......... not very short and sweet like the former.

'I am what I am' is giving in to the status quo.
'I am what I am' is saying I am happy with who I am ........... who is - just tell me?

What would you say "I am .........................................."?

Taking up my own challenge ...........
......... I am beautiful ....... and my head and spirit tells me that ........ but (sorry - not buts) ALSO I am imperfect and on the road 'in change' and becoming the sort of human I have been created to be.
I want to be the sort of person I want to spend the rest of my life with.
Ever changing.
Seeking wholeness for self and others.
Seeing the creed I have signed up to - as being about commitment to continuous change;
personal
social
cosmic

I want to discover who I am now -but then be transported instantly on a journey again ...........



.
I have taken the red pill ................