....' why am I afraid ..
.... to tell you who I am' is the title of my favourite book and if you read this way you will know that I strive to try to tell you who I am - because if I tell you who I am - I don't need to hide anymore -
I don't need to pretend anymore ......
I am tonight a bit frustrated and not too chilled.
Normally I am working with humans who stir me deep with their lived out emotions and I feel those - receive those - welcome those -
But sometimes the feelings come from within and I have them today because Joan my beloved has been in bed today recovering from the chesty invasion into her health ...... and I have been doing the right things and doing the other working at home things too ............ got my iMac back from the surgery and spent too long trying to install all the necessary into it's guts so it can serve the king like the servant it is - supposed to be ........... !
Five words to describe my life at the moment;
catchup
domestic
tech
prep
yearn
..... the last one seems to appear regularly in my words and I suppose I am glad because I want to continue to live dissatisfied - unsatisfied - unease - restless - yearning ....... yes that word again.
Like change .............. it needs to be desired and longed for rather than accepted with a groan ......... but in my beautiful imperfection I have groaned today .......... come on then ..... communication is two way and would love to know your five words ........
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"work like you don't need the money
dance like no-one is watching
sing like no-one is listening
and
love like you have never been hurt"
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