Monday, June 26, 2006



Four Brothers

..... one of them is me ...... can you tell ....... which one?

My Dad worked the Coal Mines and his great plan was - we all became a Tradesman.
One became a Bricklayer
another an Electrician
a Painter and Decorator
an Engineer.

Education at a Higher level was not considered.
Was not what was done in working class families in those days.
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Feel much more relaxed now.
Had a day of Church and relax.
Feel the pressure is off.
No big gigs and then away for two weeks come Sunday.
Busy week ahead - catch up stuff.
Invoices out
files sorted
Games bags sorted
Instead of being spread all over two beds!
Docs/mtgs/mailbox/hol prep/gym/
In fact - I will do my strategy tomorrow.
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Joy back from Barcelona today
have missed her
will not see her for at least three weeks.
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Watched a football match today
In parts
not the whole
restless
but the England games start to interest a wee bit now
Soon I will be watching the final stages in Greece!
Great amongst a group of internationals
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Whatever happens to us
is not as important as
what happens in us.

I have been churning these thoughts over the last days
Beyond self is a world of wonder
journey
a road less travelled
Thought and pondered in Church this morning
so much to discover out there
spiritual things and grooves and swings
are all happening
but
also the interior
me
you
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Up this morning
eyes hardly opening
Church heavy
tired - sleepy
guess my frame knows that holidays loom
Right eye leaking
hardly see through it
will not read for me
all the time
leaking
also the swinging blanket in there
blocking vision.

Church takes me
NO - opens for me
Doors to reflection
into realms beyond myself
self is a dangerous place
there is so much about the journey inwards
and much outside
the exterior ....................
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I will being conducting a review of my life
in Greece
as usual
always helps
....................... thanx for being here ..........



...... If I am anything as a beautiful human, it is what I .................

feel
think
value
esteem
weep
respect
observe
believe
my relationships
skills
awareness
and love