Black Eyed Pip
...... have been a bit fed up today.
Want to get back to normal and my expectations are out-of-the-frame.
I expected that I would have
day zero + one and I would be kicking darkness until it bleeds daylight BUT!
But this is + 3 and still not kicking.
I must do something, with one eye, so will try to kick my inbox and get back to the most urgent human transactions.
I am aware I have gigs next week and also I fly to Finland on Thursday. (Was pleased to be able to email Tuula and Anna over there and fix them up with some free tickets, on the Helsinki venue door, for the Underworld gig tomorrow night - pity it wasn't a week later for my enjoyment.)
The Sheilas are busy.
Joy flew to S Africa on Wednesday doing her usual fashion styling in that warm climate. She is there for a week I think. Then, after two days at home, she is off working in Thailand for two weeks.
Ann has finished he TV Directing with a new programme yet to be screened. I will tell you when it is about to hit the UK TV screens. It is about humans and financial issues. She is pleased because her work is the one chosen to launch the series. She has just started work on a new concept of 'Y*u a*e wh*t y*u e*t'.
(Photo is Ann Sheila filming in New York.)
I love my Sheilas ...........
I made lots of feelings notes before and after the operation this week. Trying to be in touch with my feelings and learn from it. Not just gripped with fear but acknowledging the scary bits and the other feelings when I felt relaxed and trusting of the professional care I was receiving.
Five words to describe my life at the moment::
Spaced
Reflective
Low Key
Fragile
Dependent
........ and you? .............
.........you are beautiful .............
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