The Road Less/Never Travelled because I was sick today.
5 am for about 14 hours I had a big cramp around my solar plexus. It was like I had been punched real hard.
I had Sweats-chills and was lying all over the floor and every place to try to get comfortable and rid of the monster.
I had this about two years ago and ended up with blue flashing lights outside Wilson Mansion because they all thought it was a heart attack.
It was gastric and treated with Gaviscon - which I took in bucket loads today.
So missed two days work because I need to go to the Doc tomorrow.
Let humans down.
Hate that.
I believe vulnerability is a strength not a weakness - but it still hurts.
The pain of the 'let-downs' is worst.
Stink!
I consider it was caused by::
I had a Peach last night and it was hard. That could have hit/stuck in my digestive system?
I am am still weak from last week and I stumble at my most vulnerable physical place?
All the medication which I have been on, since the Eye Surgery last Tuesday, has unsettled the gut?
When working with humans who have mental health, drug abuse, alcohol abuse issues it is good for me to share with them when I am vulnerable::
physically
emotionally
educationally
spiritually
mentally
relationally
.............. they have it rammed down their throat by many who look down on these beautiful humans.
Not considering their own disabilities.
Maybe they have greater skills at hiding them away?
If you are on the rubbish heap of society, in many dis-commpasionate eyes, you never need to to be told you are rubbish ....
just
that
you
are
beautiful
.
