Saturday, May 26, 2007



..... had an evening of

Lostness
yesterday .............


Don't often feel like that.

Think, never sure, that it was to do with a week-end off coming up. 
Here in the UK it is a Bank Holiday w/e.

That means there is an extra day - Monday. 
Add that to it butting up to a half term holiday week - there is a holiday mood around.
I was feeling like ................ like I am when I first go away on holiday and I don't know how to do it.

I was indoors.
In early - for me. Meal eaten. 
Nothing on TV as usual - and no football either for Joan.
Gardening on TV - real depressing ....... would rather watch programmes about concrete than Gardening!
I was tired too - from the day and the week. Maybe I need a break?
No adrenaline as I have no gigs until Tuesday morning ....... and then I leave at 5 am to travel to a gig in Northwich in Cheshire.

Had to go to Joys yesterday ....... delivering furniture and pots and plants ............... all the way from Wilson Mansions to WhitstableMansions where Joy is creating, from a little wee terraced house ........... a beautiful art-house!

I need to re-assess my life. 
Do you do that?
I seem to have a go at it really quite often.
Always on holiday.
And I know I need to read some - intake.
My eyes are not good at that now-a-days ......... unless there is really good bright light.
Well I am back to more like normal and Joan and me spent most of the day scrubbing down the walls in our kitchen. 
Getting rid of the grease and high level grime ....... I suppose it is spring cleaning.
My head needs one of them too ............

...... and I was thinking .........
........ Becoming is greater than being ...............



Have a becoming week-end ................ I will .............

bhp