Friday, January 25, 2008





Tired
Tense
Focused
Blessed
Prepared


These are five words to describe my life right here right now.
I wonder what your 5 may be?
It is a sort of summary.
A reality check.

I am at a Greenbelt Trustees meeting all day tomorrow which butts up to an imaginative gathering of creative humans much wider than Trustees.
Then I fly ............

I will need to leave the day early to fly to Belfast where I will be 'being and becoming' with some beautiful humans on that isle.
I have packed for Greenbelt and also for the overnight in NI.

Joan is away caring for her Mother. Zig has decided to have an early night - retreated to his kitchen bed which is right next to the radiator. I am watching TV wallpaper with the laptop on my knee and sipping a Cointreau. No cigar - I have said goodbye to those from now to forever.
I too will be retreating earlier to bed - but not in the kitchen.

I am not in a week-end frame. I am in mission focus. I always chose the mission - I say that is why I have few friends. I have always chosen to gig rather than develop a social life.

I have some great friends.
But I don't think I am particularly good at it.

I think I will be clicking my next blog from Belfast airport as I return .......... pumping Adrenalin and blessed ........




"When your soul awakens, you begin to truly inherit your life.
You leave the kingdom of fake surfaces, repetitive talk and weary roles and slip deeper into the true adventure of who you are and who you are called to become.
The greatest friend of the soul is the unknown.
Yet we are afraid of the unknown because it lies outside our vision and our control.
We avoid it or quell it by filtering it through our protective barriers of domestication and control.
The normal way never leads home".

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