Why am I afraid to tell you who I am
because, if I tell you who I am,
and you don't like
who I am
that is all I have.
My favourite book of all time - that's the title.
So - so - so I have a commitment to telling you who I am and being as open as possible.
How about that - do you do that?
With anyone?
With yourself even?
I am feeling pretty good.
A bit restless
I have had a w/e off
relaxing - doing the social thing
and I feel restless ..................
I am so restless
I am watching a good TV action movie with Joan
and I am typing this in the adverts.
Dashing from the lounge to my office = click!
I have lots to do and I am relaxing
not working
because I don't feel like it
but restless.
That is me at the moment.
Had a fab meal out with friends last night
will post some pix if I remember at the end of the movie.
It all was fab other than Joan twisting her ankle
not her ex broken leg I am glad to say.
and .............
The had a fab meal out today with Sheila
Ann/TV/one
and Willie friend rock and roll one
Joan - beloved one.
We went to Rules the oldest Restaurant in London
only about 200 years old!
Must take Dana there.
Keeping thinking of Dana from Canada who is coming over in May.
I would love to introduce her to you
In fact I would like to introduce her to me
we have never met - other than thinternet!!
Keep thinking -
must take her to Brick Lane for a Curry with the Platform 18 Crew.
Must take her to The Bell, where we went Saturday
Must take her to Maison Bertreau
(No New Piccadilly - I grieve still at the loss)
.......... it is funny - they are all eating places!
more than that
they are meeting places
dialogue places
Level Five places
and must take her to Da Marios in Covent garden.
Funny - I only go to London to eat and meet
never a show, movie, museum, or ...............
just to eat and meet and I lurve it.
Back to telling ..........
I have lots to do as I am busy this week
flying Norway this coming week-end
Fly Belfast the next week-end
Up North the one after
then it is Easter hey hey - so soon.
I have so much to click
but I don't just want to do FACTS
that is level two
I wanna do feelings because that is as L5 as you can get.
I feel good
buzzing
excited
cannot wait to get stuck into the challenges of the week
but the prep has to be done.
I need to get off these keys and start late night clicking
essential emails about the week
creating some fertile soil
preparing the way.
The TV Movie is over.
Good film.
Action movie and gripping
but not during the adverts.
Just made Joan a mug of drinking Chocolate
and she has gone to zeds.
Zig is all laid out on the rug.
Me - I am feeling good - more relaxed.
Amidst other things - I am going to the Docs tomorrow about::
my gut
my finger nails deteriorating
my regular check up.
He is Mr Non Communicator
hardly ever lifts his eyes
hardly ever moves from monotone
and he is my health advisor - hmmm.
The film is over - I must move on
not very good at self-revelation tonight.
Will return to it again and again
it helps me to kick the darkness
until it bleeds daylight
I feel you there
peering into your screen
want to reach out and touch your finger tip with mine
you are so beautiful ..................
PS
Just posted the Pipturesque and love the family picture - the energy - the willingness to let it all out for the camera man.
Also my Mission Statement - still standing .............
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