Wednesday, January 07, 2009

Bombs, Shells, Blood, Children, Flying Flesh - Lord have mercy




Bombs

Shells
Blood
Children
Flying Flesh
Lord have mercy .





Have you missed me
I have been away.



I have been in Rhino country.
In a school of excellence.
Striving.
Education.
Humans in need.



I was communicating with 250 at a time
sports hall
moving - motion
stretching me
stretching all,
all around.



Then in smaller groups,
I find the most worthwhile
for me,
to be around smaller groups,
121 also.



On the fringe of all groups,
isolates,
excluded,
self excluded maybe?



Making contact is always the first task, challenge, need in people work.
in a crowded room it is different.
All contexts are different - you have to ride the waves.
Love and sensitivity is the driver.



Engaging in some way.
I met both feelings of rejection,
only feelings - nothing deliberate.
Lack of sensitivity,
but I feel these things.



Then someone accepting
me, I am better than nothing.
I am non threatening I feel.
I feel these things.



Then some gentle interaction with the isolate.
Positive,
I always say 'you are beautiful'.



I say thank you for talking with me,
and take a photo,
no rejection of this.
The photo is viewed,
a smile of pleasure,
and then another
photo
smile .......
It is good for both of us.



Walking away is positive.
Leaving the isolate,
lighter - more positive.
Feelings are positive.
Love it love it.
I always say 'you are beautiful'.





I consider education
There is non
midst
Bombs
Shells
Blood
Flying Flesh
Miss-Education
Educating hatred for generations.