Saturday, April 04, 2009

Funny
this last week
Woke up Wednesday totally obsessed
in mind
with disappointment

after a day searching for a home.
Nothing else in the mind
in the soul
soaked in.
Top of the agenda.
Bottom of the agenda.

Thursday totally obsessed with redundancy
more about humans I am parting from
community separating from
friends now distant.
No thoughts about a home.

Normally am totally obsessed with design
breaking through
communicating
reaching
the hard to reach
struggling to create new ways
dynamic ways
active
'motion changes emotion'
ways.

This week my blogs have reflected the above
like chalk and cheese.
oil and water
dark and light
rough and smooth.

I have searched my iTunes
I am playing lots of April theme music on my blog
I have been playing lots of
'Home' theme songs.

I have searched and found none for
redundant
sacked
unemployed
employed.
NONE !

Have found stax about
CHANGE
70 tracks
(how many on yours?)
you will be getting a dose of those
over coming days.
Because -
THAT is what is happening
CHANGE.

I want to live with change
until it becomes normal.

Final thought::
If you have toothache
what do you think about?

Answer:: We think about 'toothache'.

Humans who are
wounded
hurting
not knowing
not loving
not accepting
self.
They are totally obsessed
with survival.
Need love more than
ANYTHING

I am trying to understand toothache
so I can love them in that place