Wednesday, April 15, 2009







Up earlier than my brain!!

Didn't plan to wake at 4
But here I am at Wilson Mansions in front of d mac

Kanye West singing
I am impressed by a concert he did -
saw a clip on MTV
called STORYTELLERS
catch it if you can
powerful
emotional
revealing
vulnerable
great stage set
band/orchestra
small crowd
lighting
love it love it

"I am the only one I am afraid of"
Kanye West.


My mind is buzzing with stuff
It has been quiet work-wise
usually is either side of holiday periods.
Then yesterday work comes
contacts made
encouraged.

This Thursday is my last day of employment
so I need,
for the first time,
I need to let people know I am available
What I can do
What I want to do
Many do not know I exist.
I am full time Freelance Wilson now.

Specialities::
Group Work with 'hard to reach young people'
Working with young humans with behavioural issues.
Emotional Literacy awareness and skills training.
Gangs awareness and skills training
Secondary Schools SEAL (Social and Emotional Aspects of Learning)
Team Building/Team Working training.
Participation and Involvement experiences with Officers Staff and Young Humans.
Communication.
Informal Education
love it love it


I must produce some materials
I will spread the net
Maybe you can help?
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When we first realised we needed to move out of our home
the first two weeks were strange
lots of feelings
we have been here for 22 years.
After two weeks the adjustments of emotion and change
moved on.
The big thing is finding a home
we can afford
small enough
having to think that we will get old in this place
Ground floor flat seems a good option.
Affordable, ease of living, small.
Downsized Wilson Mansions!!

So we are going
sooner the better now
but patience needed
clarity of decision making needed.
I am calm about it.
I will keep you in touch.
I am committed to::
'Why am afraid to tell you who I am
because if you know who I am
and you don't like who I am,
that is all I have.'
(My favourite book of all time -
and my drive is not to be afraid
to tell you - undress my soul)


Had a great 4 hour meeting yesterday with my Blob partner Ian Long
beautiful human
teacher
artiste
father
genius.
Lots of ideas and advancement in terms of new communication tools.
stinking wow
PS The new Blob Ball - you will love it
is not out yet but almost.
I will show it and tell you about it when it is delivered from China.


I need to learn how to type with all my fingers
Here I am tired just with the above.
Two finger typing real bad and stinking slow.
Anyone got ideas of how I can learn these skills?
Must do ...................

Thanx for feedback from yesterdays blog
I love the feedback
but stiff little fingers
hinders replies
damn!

Got so trapped inside me and need to get it out.
I have books inside me.
I am experiences to share
I find writing both boring
and electric because as I write
new expressions and learning stirs my soul.

Must go
need to decide what to do
I have challenges
don't know what to do
so
must do it.


you are beautiful you know.
Breathe in as you reflect on that
the breathing does something special
body
mind
soul
deep breath ................................. breathe on me breath of life