Monday, June 08, 2009


coccyx
a lot better today.
Hurts a bit.
Because I have been working at home - seated
(human development programme design.)
But I stood each time with slowness
tenderness.
So it has not gone yet.

I did not watch the last series of Big Brother.
I guess I was out so much I did not catch the start.
I have a record box
virgin does it for me
so I record Rugby League games
also Sheila Producer/Director stuff.

I have been recording BB
and watching it late night.
Interesting interactions -
as a people person I am interested.
I have cut a few Emotional Literacy bits from the show.
I will use in training -
maybe post a couple on my piPhone here on my blog.
Wonderous examples of living double lives -
showing one
hiding another.
AND how crippling that can be.

My favourite book
'Why am I afraid to tell you who I am'
Great examples here on film.
I guess it will be next week when I share it.

New iPhones are being released on 19/6
All sounds exciting and wondrous advances in tech.
My current one will be upgraded free on 17/6 free.
Lots of new features.
The best THING in my life.


Me?
Still no home on the horizon.
Waiting for a legal process.
It is strange that, possibly,
we will have a mortgage.
We had a mortgage
one year exactly.
Joan was 21
me 25
we had it for a year to the day -
then we left and burned bridges
burned mortgage too .........

god of the moon and stars

god of the moon and stars
god of the near and far
god of the fragile hearts we are, i come to you
god of our history
god of the future that will be
what will you make of me, i come to you

god of the meek and mild
god of the reckless and the wild
god of the unreconciled, i come to you
god of our life and death
god of our secrets unconfessed
god of our every breath, i come to you

god of the rich and poor
god of the princess and the whore
god of the ever open door, i come to you
god of the unborn child
god of the pure and undefiled
god of the pimp and paedophile i come to you

god of the war and peace
god of the junkie and the priest, i come to you
god of the greatest and the least
god of the refugee
god of the prisoner and the free
god of our doubt and certainty, i come to you

god of our joy and grief
god of the lawyer and the thief
god of our faith and unbelief i come to you
god of the wounds we bear
god of the deepest dreams we share
god of the unspoken prayer, i come to you

god of a world that’s lost
god of the lonely cross
god who has come to us, i come to you

by paul field - a true beautiful human