Limping better here at Wilson Mansions.
Off to Majorca on Thursday
All Wilsons are gathering there
Family wedding and stuff.
Sad to be missing other things
cannot split yourself in two tho.
Need to try to get foot into shoe.
I will need to walk through airport and stuff.
Easter not long enough for me.
I want good Friday to last a week
so I can wrestle the darkness
burst through to light.
It was extra dark this year.
My team lost ................
The Saints lost to the Pies.
Feelings deep.
I went quiet
here :-(
When I reflect on myself
It triggers feelings about you.
I don't know how you are
unless you tell me.
SO many don't know how to spill.
Sometimes takes a volcanic eruption
which upsets beyond self.
Better letting it go before that.
Better all the time
in little streams of soul -
undressing.
Five words from me::
Foot
Deluge
Missing-friends
YearningDiscomfort
MySongIsLoveUntold.
and you ..................
One great thing about L5
We can talk about the FEELINGS
without spilling the details.
SO many think that opening
is telling everything.
(It can be)
but the main thing is expressing
those feelings in the gut
(we all have them)
getting into contact with them
(Giving each feeling a name)
It is like accepting NOW
Living in real time.
(and releasing)
some don't know the deepness
of releasing/liberating our interior self.
I am feeling ok
but not back to thirsting enough.
I have had to concentrate o my left foot.
I have had to be 'still' more
and not 'do' so much.
Those feelings - I wrestle with
learn from.
I had feelings about walking with a stick!
That's what OLD people do!
(at one time I was using two brooms
to walk/swing to the toilet indoors!)
You can picture that can't you?
Me on crutches.
But you don't know my feelings
unless I tell you!
and some/lots don't spill until asked!
I know some of you are on crutches too.
Physical ones
Emotional ones
Wounded ones
Relationship ones
and you just keep on .........
I am taking, still,
BUPROFEN tablets.
They are anti-inflamatary/painkillers.
What are you taking for those feelings inside?
