.
I don't watch much TV
News + selected programmes - yes
Music is my first love.
Things like::
X Factor
Apprentice
Soaps
Voice
Britain got talent
I read about in the Guardian
headlines only
a bit like I am with football
Headlines only
sociology I guess
rather than focused as a supporter.
Now Rugby League
that really gets me going ......
Here I am coming out of a busy 2012 run
I have been full on
neglected everyone
including myself.
So I am re thinking life.
Full-on reflecting.
I don't seek pleasure.
I get such deep
pleasure
satisfaction
purpose
mission
from my work/life/
(it all rolls into one)
So I don't work
then have time off
it's all MISSION I guess.
I am finding I am not good at relaxation.
(New revelation-
I am getting older
and can't work all the time)
I don't garden
golf, sail, hobby -
I write/reflect
I meet people
I plan and deliver
developmental programmes.
I realise I need to find something
which is satisfying
I cannot think of anything
I am not good at pleasure/just for me.
At the moment I step into a new
Road Less Travelled
and
I don't know what ........
I am incomplete
LIKE YOU
Differently.
I am considering this::
I am maybe more
un-whole
than I have ever been.
Here I am
working for the development
and wholeness of others
and I say that!!
But I like this.
Being in touch with my interior
does not freak me.
It is reality.
I journey inside
I journey outside.
I am examining my life position/reality.
I am feeling things.
God given feelings
It is stimulating
my feelings.
Two days ago I felt a bit low/flat.
Not near depressed.
Just coming out of hectic
From focusing on activity/delivery
Now focusing on me!
My incompleteness
and
changes ahead.
I LIKE THIS::
I like the interior journey.
I like refreshing my insecurity
I am not scared of funny feelings
It calles me to dig
DIG DEEPER
Soul undressing.
Then on a train two days ago
my note book reads::
MY LIFE ONWARDS.
A sort of list of chapters of my next book
the book ahead
not about the past.
TITLE?
PipJazz
comes to kind.
This book beyond beyond
starts with a reality check
Reality
Ownership
Re-position
Choices
Purpose
Mission - a re-visit.
Going to do another blog about this
- some journalling as I go forward.
Hope you get my ramblings?
Only you, who read this and
visit me here, I will spill with
- I appreciate you being here,
will get these thoughts.
I only tell people who ask
I don't dump my thoughts/pondering/missionizing
wonderings/yearnings on anybody/everybody
just you
Thanx for scanning me as I reflect
truly beautiful - you are ...............
.
I don't watch much TV
News + selected programmes - yes
Music is my first love.
Things like::
X Factor
Apprentice
Soaps
Voice
Britain got talent
I read about in the Guardian
headlines only
a bit like I am with football
Headlines only
sociology I guess
rather than focused as a supporter.
Now Rugby League
that really gets me going ......
Here I am coming out of a busy 2012 run
I have been full on
neglected everyone
including myself.
So I am re thinking life.
Full-on reflecting.
I don't seek pleasure.
I get such deep
pleasure
satisfaction
purpose
mission
from my work/life/
(it all rolls into one)
So I don't work
then have time off
it's all MISSION I guess.
I am finding I am not good at relaxation.
(New revelation-
I am getting older
and can't work all the time)
I don't garden
golf, sail, hobby -
I write/reflect
I meet people
I plan and deliver
developmental programmes.
I realise I need to find something
which is satisfying
I cannot think of anything
I am not good at pleasure/just for me.
At the moment I step into a new
Road Less Travelled
and
I don't know what ........
I am incomplete
LIKE YOU
Differently.
I am considering this::
I am maybe more
un-whole
than I have ever been.
Here I am
working for the development
and wholeness of others
and I say that!!
But I like this.
Being in touch with my interior
does not freak me.
It is reality.
I journey inside
I journey outside.
I am examining my life position/reality.
I am feeling things.
God given feelings
It is stimulating
my feelings.
Two days ago I felt a bit low/flat.
Not near depressed.
Just coming out of hectic
From focusing on activity/delivery
Now focusing on me!
My incompleteness
and
changes ahead.
I LIKE THIS::
I like the interior journey.
I like refreshing my insecurity
I am not scared of funny feelings
It calles me to dig
DIG DEEPER
Soul undressing.
Then on a train two days ago
my note book reads::
MY LIFE ONWARDS.
A sort of list of chapters of my next book
the book ahead
not about the past.
TITLE?
PipJazz
comes to kind.
This book beyond beyond
starts with a reality check
Reality
Ownership
Re-position
Choices
Purpose
Mission - a re-visit.
Going to do another blog about this
- some journalling as I go forward.
Hope you get my ramblings?
Only you, who read this and
visit me here, I will spill with
- I appreciate you being here,
will get these thoughts.
I only tell people who ask
I don't dump my thoughts/pondering/missionizing
wonderings/yearnings on anybody/everybody
just you
Thanx for scanning me as I reflect
truly beautiful - you are ...............
.
