I find lots of bits of paper with thoughts feelings notes to self 2 do's

I find lots of bits of paper with

thoughts

feelings

notes to self

2 do's

One today

"touching humans"

about how I touch humans

some warm

some stiff

some rigid

some recoil

some "I love a massage"

One young beautiful human

used to be stiff rigid recoil

but now she says

"You have not massaged me today"

(I only do a one minute job as humans sit at their desks)

"How come?" Pip speak,

"you don't like anyone touching you

but you are up for a massage?"

"Well - you are Pip"

Nice that init?

A TV programme I captured for my work

called 'Cut-up kids'

about young humans

about self harm.

I have learned a lot from humans regarding this

I have journeyed through with them

some savage

some silently secret.

There is a massive issue in how it all connects with emotions.

It one of my major interests and drives

how to understand the impact of the interior life

how it impacts on the exterior behaviour.

Saying "Just pull yourself together"

is not only not good enough

it is insensitive and oppressive.

There is a real inner 'emotional deprivation' here

which creates some massive

lack of self esteem

and lack of confidence.

Here is a poem written by a beautiful young human.

She read it out at a group work session I was leading

the discussion that followed was 'electric' .................

ANNA

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She'll try

To take

Break

me

She knows me

My little weak head

At the end of every beautiful thought

She'll smash it with a

distortion

One I dread

And smothered

I'll fight

I'll fight

In circles I run

Till I'm twisted and lost in her games

Her fun

And to ignore she

Her anger bleeds

And feeds

Me

To

See and feel me

Till I walk in peace

But for how long?

I wish a day or two

But you

You

Won't let me be

Won't let me love

Or love me

And maybe

Because they

Them

In their greed

Didn't

And couldn't love me

You did

You did

For a while

Nursed me from every wound

Every tear

Bounced back from black rejection

But

Here now

I've outgrown you

Friend

Bitch

Anna

Trend

Who you are

I don't know

Just leave

Me

Please please

Let me go

Go GROW Go

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You are unique and one of a kind.
Your life can be what you want it to be.
Take the days just one at a time.

Count your blessings, not your troubles.
You will make it through whatever comes along.
Within you are so many answers.
Understand, have courage, be strong.

Do not put limits on yourself.
So many dreams are waiting to be realized.
Decisions are too important to leave to chance.
Reach for your peak, your goal and you prize.

Nothing wastes more energy than worrying.
The longer one carries a problem the heavier it gets.
Do not take things too seriously.
Live a life of serenity, not a life of regrets.

Remember that a little love goes a long way.
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Realize that it is never too late.
Do ordinary things in an extraordinary way.
Have hearth and hope and happiness.
Take the time to wish upon a start.

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