It is One of those evenings between the storms of activity. I like the betweens like the storms want the storms want the stretch want the learning want the weight it drives me to my knees ..........
I am feeling OK. I am feeling satisfied. Also about to walk the plank. About to dive in. About to step out again on the road less travelled.
I want the new albums by:: Gil Scott Heron Massive Attack Sade - only heard one track off this and ..... wow.
Gok Wan is on BBC4 Desert Island Discs you can hear it on BBC iPlayer.
I have a fab film. Ideal for working with hard-to-reach. It needs cutting up in pieces. Anyone know any good software? I use Quick time but it is not good/easy.
Going to visit Constance tomorrow. Second time, having seen her, day-onewas the first time, day one of her whole life! She will be alive beyond me. I expect 15 years if lucky (and I don't believe in luck!). I will pass, she will remain, that's life.
Funny feelings reside in my soul. All because this little beautiful human has come into my life.
The main thing on my soul is the thing mentioned a couple of times in the last week - how do I ...... how do I break through with beautiful dysfunctional humans?
Usually when I am under pressure preparing, some game/exercise new designs pop up in my head. The light switches on. I will try that ............. thinks I will try that, so I spend ages thinking through every step from introduction to conclusion.
I am not at that stage yet. I need more pressure. I need to yearn I need to undress my soul Living sacrifice it is called .....
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