I am working at home today. I don't understand my mood. Unusual for me. I guess others feel like this sometimes? all the time?
So I try to understand then I understand me understand others.
I don't feel flat. I don't feel depressed I don't feel sad I don't feel ill I don't feel tense I don't feel worried I don't feel - you can tell I don't know how I feel.
I think I am not as 'on the case' as I was. Not as sharp. Not as energetic. When I am with humans going out to them conversations, discussions, questions responses, buzzing, laughing, reflections, soul digging - I am energised.
Sometimes when I am working at home I feel flat and unmotivated. Cannot think straight.
If there is a deadline I take it to bed with me wake up with it in the morning and push the envelope of creativity.
Maybe I need some head space? Maybe I am not relaxed? Maybe I am a workaholic yet all I do is mission not work!
So I will have meal, read some Anne Lamott, view some 'Six Feet Under', play Pete Tong loud with my new Dr Dre's, cuddle Zig feel .....
I wonder how you are feeling .........................
