Sometimes they stick out and you can't ignore them. It is usually the the more demanding ones that stand up and want to be noticed.
I feel lost in space. I have had a dissatisfying evening. I am never bored but tonight I feel hung out to dry.
Man United v Barcelona on TV. Mrs Beautiful into it. Me - interested sociologically, thought I maybe would be able to watch but that interest slipped away after five minutes.
So I turned to DrDre headphones. Much music to be listened to. Fresh and new. Exciting and fresh. Sleep ................
So I awoke to an empty evening only washing up the pans remain.
So I feel like a wasted evening. Not relaxing and settling the soul only remaining restless.
Now that I am working through my feelings they are disappearing and I can't grab them easily. Damn I want to learn from these ugly bits as well as the glorious ones too.
I never get bored. Always lots to do. But sometimes not relaxing. No blame. It's me! Just me!
Mrs Beautiful tells me I am unique!
So Mrs Beautiful has gone to bed. Recorded Jools is ending so may watch another recorded programme. I have so many books on the go but I am not in the mood. I will relax now. A glass of Cointreau and Sunday is coming .......
