Thursday, July 30, 2015
Wednesday, July 29, 2015
I am on holiday this week.
What that means in reality -
We have daughter + 5 year old + 5 week old and me and Mrs Beautiful squashed into our little flat -
AND loving it.
It is such a busy life - far different than planned lived working normal stuff.
A privilege to have the guys around.
Been out today at the movies watching #PIXARInsideOut with Conniepops and MrsBeautiful.
I will be reviewing through the eyes of a 5 year old and myself.
FEELINGS POSTER above - this part of a larger version.
Go on - have a go - which one is you right now?
Touch the one - it makes the connection with your feelings increase.
Tuesday, July 28, 2015
This is the best quote EVER - especially relating to group work but also powerful in terms of building authentic relationships.
"We become fully conscious only of what are able to express to someone else.
We may already have had a certain inner intuition about it, but it must remain vague so long as it is unformulated"
"The Meaning of Persons
Monday, July 27, 2015
Well ......... life is good
So life is always re-creation and that is my yearn.
I have never worked to live ..... always lived to work.
Work and recreation are one and the balance a life long mission.
The truth is, I have the passion to work with people and I don't want to seek pleasure ..... just use it for refreshment.
My mission is to live to love.
Make my life an act of love.
That is being honest and it is not sacrificial and 'burn out' tactics.
Passion for people.
Being with them, wanting to learn together about the life journey, all so real.
At one time I was a driven man to convert people to the Christian faith.
That was it.
NOW .......I still want for them to freely chose a walk with God, to love because they are loved
loved by some major creator beyond understanding.
Now it is more like letting the light shine than forcing their jaws open so that God will get in.
She has to get close if we are open to the beyond ……...
That was me.
A driven human.
This is me still becoming ……..
I ony became an adult when I was around 40.
Until then I never accepted myself and always wanted to be ......"if only I could ......"
I was once a person who 'couldn't' and I became a person who 'could'.
I love to see that happen in others in anyway.
I wil love the summer.
Love the joys of beauty in so many things.
I will then love to get back and be useful and not a taker (only) in this world ....... but a 'maker' too.
In my own experience it is a life of finding that love and journeying constantly,
constantly excitingly to experience more,
and give more, like a never filled drinking jug.
hey …..I am excited and I am dribblig down my chin ......... see you soon ……
I plan to blog all summer ......is that wotk or pleasure ........I never know!!
Feelings are signals not a judgement on you and certainly not instructions for you to follow.
We all have feelings.
They are information.
We can learn to read them.
Receive the messages and NOT be reactive but receive the feeling and then decide what to do with that signal.
We do this automatically usually.
But, like staying in our comfort zones automatically, - we can have unthought out responses and be a REACTOR rather than an ACT -or.
The big feelings need to be managed most of all.
(NOT controlled - I don't like the word control because it seems to me it is suppression and blunt.)
Where-as 'management' means we are learning awareness and skills about our inner workings - learning life !
There is nothing more important inside us than our human emotional signals = we alive
Just love them you beautiful human.
Sunday, July 26, 2015
so show/me/how to feel/about being me/so that I can leave my shell/
and shout and jump and kick/until something gets changed/
because the future is mine/and I don't want it to be like/the past/
and I hate/ seeing people starve/in order to give me/cheap trainers.
Saturday, July 25, 2015
Friday, July 24, 2015
I try to blog every day.
Some days I have to spill more than one reflection/story/experience.
About a 15 year old boy - and I am interested in all things ‘YOUTH’.
What grabbed by attention was this line.
“…. the 15-year-old may have felt isolated and marginalised after they moved home in 2013."
He had set fires locally resulting in the intervention of the fire services.
“He was interested to test explosives soon,” the Prosecutor said.
"He has also researched materials in relation to Syria, Isis and jihad and he has communicatedwith people about an intent or desire to go to Syria. He's communicated with a number of people across the country who share that plan “
I am always striving to understand teenager lives.
It’s not good enough to say “He is evil” about any behaviour because that attitude never strives to understand a motivation.
The movie ‘Inside - Out’ , by PIXAR, released today in the UK is about a child who moves home and is disturbed by that life event.
I have not seen the movie yet - I plan to take 5 year old Conniepops as soon as we can.
We al need to see it especially males - perhaps something will get transposed into daily lives?
Life events such as moving home are big in an adult life.
One of the major stress experiences along with a family death.
I guess the major impact is the loss of the home environment, the loss of friends, school, community and generally a resulting insecurity.
Somehow we need to work on our culture which somehow leaves many boys and men with an inability to communicate their feelings.
12 men will commit suicide in the UK today.
So tragically so. TRAGIC.
Seems to me there is an inability to share emotional, inner activity, leaving suicide as a fatal last option.
I didn’t know anything about emotions until I was 40 years old.
I didn’t know in my head that I had them - yet I was full f them.
Full of anger and aggression with a terrible temper.
None had introduced me to the inner life in the education system, in my home or anywhere else.
I was brought up totally emotionally unintelligent.
I did a Gestalt course in my 40’s which introduced me to my own feelings and then on to being in empathy with the feelings of others.
My 1979 study of Gangs and Deprivation Factors resulted in me coming up with ‘Emotional Deprivation’ as the most damaging deprivation.
15 or 40 we still are responsible for our own behaviour.
BUT, it seems to me, that we need not to just be reactors to behaviour but need to put a lot more into the inner human education rather depending on the justice and prison service to ‘put them away’.
not only for exams
Education for life.
We can see a persons behaviour but can’t see their journey - or their emotional, spiritual, inner life unless we get close.