
....... you are unique
special
beautiful
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This is going back when we were about to leave St Helens.
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We had packed our bags in the flat made from a converted corridor next to the snooker room in the YMCA. The local press came and flashed this in the local black and white.
It was a big step - from one culture to another. Major adjustment - the locals in Canning Town thought we were aliens!
Strange how they had accents and only us in the world didn't have one!
If you have ever shifted from one distant patch to another - you will know the feeling.
massive discomfort
but long term
- wondrous
bhp
The spiritual journey was interesting to him. Because he wasn't a believer; he didn't believe in God towards the end. He was a Catholic, but he lost his faith along the way... I think the Church wore him down, all the scandals, and all that stuff. I would give him a Bible, or I would offer up, if he was interested, any kind of insights I might have had to some of the Gospels, or the way they were written, or the context of a particular passage. But finally he didn't buy into it. Yet he seemed to think this was the most important thing I had to offer. In fact, it was what he liked best about U2: our faith.
Occasionally, he would ask about my belief in God: "There's one thing I envy of you. I don't envy anything else," he said to me one time... "You do seem to have a relationship with God." And I said: "Didn't you ever have one?" He said: "No." And I said: "But you have been a Catholic for most of your life." - "Yeah, lots of people are Catholic. It was a one-way conversation... You seem to hear something back from the silence!" I said: "That's true, I do." And he said: "How do you feel it?" I said: "I hear it in some sort of instinctive way, I feel a response to a prayer, or I feel led in a direction. Or if I'm studying the Scriptures, they become alive in an odd way, and they make sense to the moment I'm in, they're no longer a historical document." He was mind-blown by this.
Bono adds:
I wish I could live the life of someone you could describe as pious. I couldn't preach because I couldn't practice. It's plain to see I'm not a good advertisement for God. Artists are selfish people.