I was sat on the tube train today with Joan.I felt like moving my hand over on to her lap.
I didn't.
I clocked the feeling though.
It made me think.
Sometimes in bed in a morning,
those silent moments before the mind follows the body out of slumber
- I just flop my hand over to her and she strokes it!
In other private places, like on a flight - in the car, I do that - she does that.
It made me think
There are lots of little things which we would miss if we lost our partner.
Not just the big things.
Today on the tube - I felt - I thought::
Thank God for feelings
Thank God for thoughts.
Thank God for that touch of a hand.
I feel I can stretch out my hand towards God at anytime.
Feel that comforting response.
Maybe it is our finger tips which are touching.
............... always a response ................
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I am sipping white wine.
Clicking - Joan reading a book.
Strange woman - she reads one book at a time.
I have about seven or eight books on the go - I dip!
...... I am clicking the lounge with my Mac on my knee - I have
Music in my ears which you can listen to FREE
right now for seven days.
The very same beautiful vibes as I have plugged into my soul ....... here/now.
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I delight in Wales beating England in that game called Rugby Onion - I like Rugby (Beef on the Bone) League myself.
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I have not coughed for a full week.
I have moved away from the weaker-ness which I felt during early January.
I am now back to kicking darkness
until it bleeds daylight.
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Had a lunch out with Susan and Dan today.
We are going to their wedding (in March I think!!)
We had never met Susan - so it was a box of delights.
I want to do this more - I loved it love it ........
We had a great meal and non-stop-conversation.
It was in Soho in West End of London.
It makes me feel/think/
I would love to have a meal there with you.
You would love it ...................... me too.
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I have bought three new albums this year.
I will tell you about them soon.
Portishead have a new one coming soon.
I will not resist.
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On my mind - workplaces.
So many have this scenario::
A few humans stand around whispering about the boss.
A few gather in a corner
or a certain office.
Much talking about.
Criticism.
Some times called 'slagging off'
It is never raised, the criticism that is, with the human person 'Boss' - ever.
On the other side.
The Boss can have/could have a programme of
'Team Building'
and
'Team Working'.
(Both are needed)
Often there is neither.
If there is no structured opportunity for a team to express their true feelings,
and their reflective thinking - the vacuum leaves festering whispering
and dissatisfied humans - unhappy I would say.
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I have not had a cigar since early December - don't want one.
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Who do you reach out to for a touch?
Who is the most 'touch friendly' human in your life?
Do you make the first move?
Do you wait, always, for another?
Can you love like you have never been hurt?
Do you seek music which uplifts your soul?
Do you stay with your choice from adolescence?
Are you a member of a team and whisper a lot?
Do you work towards creating fertile soil in terms of openness and sensitive sharing of feelings?
Are you a team leader who doesn't structure in regular safe spaces for sharing of feelings, thoughts, vulnerabilities ...?
Do you know how those working besides you are feeling?
Do the humans working alongside you, know how you are feeling?
How do you reach out and touch finger tips with your Creator?
When - time of day?
Where - place on earth?
Will you come stretch with me ...........................
you are beautiful ....................
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