See the Blob pic below and here>>>>>>
I am feeling like the one with the crack down the middle.
I have told you often about my favourite book of all time -
"Why am I afraid to tell you who I am"
I have held that as a sort of Mission Statement for my blogs.
To be as honest as can be.
To be as mask-less as can be.
To share vulnerable as well as fun and excitement.
I am feeling a crack down my middle.
If you have heard the clip on my music player/piPhone above.
You may have heard of Richard M*deley talking Level Five communication stuff.
I played it to trigger 'level five' tickles in your soul.
A little disturbance is good.
I feel like the one with a crack down the middle.
We have all got cracks,
that's how the light gets in.
I have them feelings right now.
I am stretching my understanding of Emotional Literacy.
I am thinking at the same time
I am not swamped by feelings.
I feel like the one with the crack down the middle.
Yesterday someone said they were
the one with the boulder on the shoulder.
(See the blob pic from yesterday).
I have been made redundant from my only employment.
My freelance work will continue.
But this is a loss -
a deprivation.
It looks like we will be moving from our home.
That triggers many uncertainties.
I awoke like a bolt at 3.10 this morning.
It hit me, the enormity of a move.
From community, church, friends, neighbours, familiar life.
Growth does not reside in a place called comfortable ...............
They are some of the triggers in my soul.
Feelings not like this all the time.
I move around every Blob figure.
Which one do you feel like now?
But I though I would share because
I am trying to tell you, and myself, who I am .............
