Wednesday, April 02, 2008







It is one of those times when I start clicking and don't know what to say.
That's ok.
I am relaxed about that - I don't want to pretend to be someone else.

One of the things about *acebook, it seems to encourage humans to come up with clever short comments.
Maybe because I don't feel clever ........
(it does not get up my nose because that would be blaming others for my feelings) but

I have feelings about it.
This thing seems to promote superficiality.
Slick, witty, clever, articulate - however they are described - I feel they are not the real human wh is behind the words clicked ......

I feel that we need to 'come out'.
I feel that, unless more of us do, - come out that is
It will be a promotion for the case of pretence.

So get off the fence Wilson.
Say it as real a I can -
That means feelings and 5 words to describe my life at the moment, is a good place to start::

1 Musicbeautiful (because football is on TV)
2 relaxing
3 Un-relaxed
4 Dissatisfied
5 Focused

As I told the Queen, when we chatted about this stuff, there is a story behind every word - every feeling ......

One thing comes to mind.
Today in a urinal,
I asked a frequent question, to another man (you would have guessed that)
It was new question to him, frequent to me.
"Tell me the number one thing on your mind at the moment 'name' "?
The answer was - 'so many'
I said - "there must be a number one?"
and he said 'my parents' .............. as we separated ..

That was a moment of preciousness ...................
......and I appreciate so much ........ that willingness to tell me.

Full of meaning.


And I have two questions for you::
1 What is the number one thing on your mind right now?
2 What are your five words?
(email me if you wish/can or at least write them down which makes it live more than just the thought process ....



you are beautiful ..........