Friday, April 25, 2008





Blood tests and samples today.
Hospital - big and bold here in the Wilson Mansions community.
Not a long wait like last time.
I was 87, last time 189 in line.
So boring but all in the cause of sorting the gut issue, documented in blogs below.

I always talk to the blood suckers.
Nurses taking the samples.
Today by a young man, origin Bangladesh.
I told him that my friend Mr Singh, fought in the Indian Army for his country.

They handle 300 humans each day - outpatients only.
Add to that - the residing patients from the wards.
This is a multi billion pound hospital,
serving a big chunk of East London.

While I was out and about on the London double Decker's,
I was capturing BenjiB at home, a most wondrous DJ who plays such great stuff for two hours a week.
It is unclicked back at home, then is slides automatically into iTunes and then to a docked iPod.
Loveit love it.

At the same time, on the double Decker - and in the 87 queue,
I was listening to Gilles Peterson - loveitloveit.
When I die - I will miss Gilles Peterson, BenjiB, Pete Tong, Late Junction, Westwood, Mary Ann Hobbs, Essential Mix .....
Will there be music in heaven?
and I have the new Roots album due, the new Bugge Weseltoft, Portishead, Roots Manuva ........
NOT Madonna but maybe the Ting Tings, Jamie Lidell, Tiesto, Carl Craig, Doug Walker .........
Can I capture and download in heaven?
Or will there be live artistes giging?
I cannot imagine my life without music,
or my death ..............

I have been screaming and shouting tonight.
I have had all fingers pointed - not just one.
I have been taking my clothes off - sweating.
I have been moving from seat to seat.
My Team 'come on the Saints' have been on TV.
I was overwhelmed by the energy, speed, passion.
I was captivted by the toughness in the tackle.
I was gripped by speed and skill.
and we won 22 - 30.
whew - it was close and the Wires done good.
I feel for them.
We always win.
We play them in the Wembley cup in two weeks time.
It will be tough again ..........

I am at the Greenbelt Trustee day tomorrow so I can't do a catch up on my inbox - it must happen Sunday.

Next Wednesday Joan and me will be drinking Champagne.
And Thursday.
And Friday.
Then we return home from the home of Champagne - Rheims.
We are going for a couple of nights - just chilling.
Meals out, Champagne, visit to a Champagne House,
Michelin Star Restaurants - love it love it .....

Some Questions for your soul
have a go at them.

Do you set aside all you principles and beliefs when you get angry?
Are you more snappy and irritable with those humans who you love the most?
When you are tired, do you feel that feeling - or just say something negative which you wouldn't if you were fresh faced?
When someone is saying something you don't like, do you look at their facial expression and try to hear what is behind the words?
Do you believe that the most disliked human in your life - is a beautiful human person?
Do you believe that there is no such a thing as a difficult human, just difficult behaviour?
Is your behaviour being modelled for you, and whispered to you, by your parent - even if they have died?
Do you sometimes regret how you have transacted with another human?
Do you sometimes have deep feelings about how you have communicated to another human?
Do you believe that you can change for the better?
Do you do anything about it?