Monday, March 15, 2010

Hello from Wilson Mansions.
Hi from the Leaning Towers
of pipwilson.com
- yes still leaning
coughing/fatigue/stumbling/fumbling
and the cheese falling off my cracker
but some-better-some.

Imagine waking up and all music has disappeared?

Over the past two weeks
when I have been unable to face
sitting down before the computer,
only the laptop occasionally,
balancing on my belly, to deal
with part of my urgent life.......
...... I have a book full of thoughts.

I always have my daybook.
Everywhere.
I write write
doodle/offload/yearn .......
And I have pages full.

As usual, also,
I have 5/6 reading books on the go.
These have received a gentle touch
recently, and an occasional glance,
to help penetrate my soul
beyond the chest infection.

I read a line
it connects
with a movie
a newspaper article
a human interaction
a stuttering spiritual thought
my iPod plugged into my soul.
I feel I have power cables
connecting to my soul
from all of these
and powered up -
re-generated by the Divine.

What to do with them is mine.
How to live life
How to love life
How to love
How to learn life.

I believe you have these signals too.
I think that spiritual intelligence is within
all of us.
This music has not disappeared.
This music needs an extra listen.

Love isn't the feelings you have for your family.
It is love when it is DONE for the least,
undeserving, with the worst behaviour,
smelliest body and clothes,
the most distant or unknown.

Growth does not reside in a place called comfortable::
neither does it reside in a place called Family.
COMFORTABLE is a dangerous place to be
as is
Family.

If you don't like what I am saying here
GOOD
because you are entering a zone called uncomfortable.
Chew on it.
Dig what I am saying
turn it over
cook both sides
and reach your own
self determining position
(but this is dangerous
because reaching a decision
means changing from the NOW -
to what you decide to become.)

Domestic love does not exist
it is
love unconditional
beyond
beyond beyond.

I don't want to explain the above.
What do you think I mean?