Saturday, November 14, 2009



Joan said to me today
'Will you get your act together?'

One of my questions is::
Two doors
one says
instant perfection
the other says
gradual growth
which one would you go through?
COME HAVE A GO
JUST DON'T READ ABOUT LIFE!!!!

hmmm
will I ever get my act together
long way to go
and I guess will never.

But I choose the second door/option.
As Sean the Chef said to me
'If I was perfect I would get no satisfaction anymore'.
(You can break into a Rolling Stones song at this point)

Maybe in the after life I will get my act together.
I wonder if we continue growth
after life?
Without growth and development
there is no satisfaction said Mick and Sean.

I don't ever want to win the Lotto
or become perfect -
I bet you couldn't stand it?

We need to look beyond humans.
If we meet someone who is perfect
we don't know them.
We only know their
veneer
mask
accent
pretence
their smile
articulation
their suit
their body
their profession
and other things which impress.

Thats why I strive to tell you
who I am and -
if you accept me -
that is so so
beautiful ..........