Friday, September 30, 2005




Good Morning ............... I am here early and don't want to be ........ I awake with a dream and then the mind churns ........... not bad things just many things ...... not hopes and fears ......... just doing things and when I get out of bed they are not done ........... so I look at beautiful things around me ............. pictures .............. humans - my photoes are of humans and Zig our beautiful non-human cat ........... and then I see beauty in art ........... it drags me in and I know I don't understand it .......... but I want to drink at that well ........ and at the same time I feel big and engaged with some special humans who are my Rugby League Team and are playing tonight and I am restless for them and us and me ...... "come on the Saints ........."

...... so that is a bit of me this morning - too early.
Hope you are ok?
Hope your restlessness is the sort which turns you to the positive - the yearning and not the destructive ........... bBeautiful today ................. in your beautiful imperfection .....

"Cynthia wanted some peace.
She boarded up her windows.
Lined her walls with egg cartons.
She blocked the chimney and ripped the phone off the wall.
It didn't work.
The bass from her neighbour's stereo came through the foundations.
A helicopter chopped her quiet into coleslaw.
Cynthia upped the ante.
She inserted ear plugs and covered them with ear muffs
Then she climbed into her bed and put a pillow over her head.
Only then did she become aware of the noise coming from the inside."


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