Inside the MacHospital .......
...... you can see the patient in the foreground ......
Today in the Life .....
Today I made the right decision but felt tense about it ....... daughter Joy invited Joan and me to visit here at her camp-site holiday venue and I had nothing on but a lot on ......... meaning I had no diary appointment but had stax to do ......... so the right decision was made and we spent a good few hours with a beautiful human who I respect more and more every time I hang out with her. Like her Mum - generous beyond reason hmmmm
So my will did the right thing but for a time I felt feelings of ............. tension, conflict, .... and more. Then I relaxed. I named the feelings as I steered the car to Whitstable in Kent ......... naming the feelings is so vital because 'otherwise' we get caught up in the feelings without knowing what they are ...... and how they got in the gut and start twisting life and soul.. ................
Attitudes and feelings feed behaviour :-
- and I believe we need to search out the source of our behaviour
- not just lash ourselves because of our imperfection
- (beautiful imperfection I MUST add .....
...................... you are beautiful imperfection).
Yesterday I read the Greenbelt Programme which lists all the items which we can go to over the week-end.
I missed so much!
Saw no exhibitions
no performing arts
no talks
no dance
no worship venues
no film
no visual arts
no comedy .............. stink ........
.... and now I am back home and my iMac is undertaking surgery - serious stuff in the Mac Hospital ............. so I cannot feed my iPod with all the latest music and vibes which churn my soul as I commute under London - through little tunnels with the most beautiful sounds ......
So much to reflect on - see you tomorrow on this same channel ........... fumbling stumbling but offering you my beautiful imperfection as open and 'level five' as I can be ........
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