Thursday, January 29, 2009

I have felt moments of vulnerability today.



I have felt moments of vulnerability today.

I want to feel it when it is there.
Not deny it.
I have felt uncomfortably vulnerable today.
I believe that growth does not reside in a place called comfortable.
But - uncomfortable without choice is er - uncomfortable.

Then the thinking process kicks in and those feelings go away.
I monitor my interior.
Then I am alone again and I feel it again. They remain.

I will tell you about it sometime. Now is not the time.
I have a commitment to tell you who I am.
I believe that to only tell you about the positive is telling lies.
Mask stuff.
I do not want to reside there.

Had a long day today.
Many emotions and interactions.
All leave a mark of learning in my soul.

I am knackered now - but will tell you lots tomorrow.

You are beautiful.
bhp