Thursday, September 24, 2009




Late night
Wilson Mansions.

Peppermint tea
late night TV
Sky Arts 1 HD
Brian Wilson
but soon it will be::
U2
hey hey

Had some strange feelings today
still not settled.
Believe it is all the right thing
but
but it is the internal stuff.

Joan and me walked today.
Where we have moved from
we would be walking alongside double decker buses
speeding London vehicle hub-bub.
We just did not walk
other to the Bus/Train/Tube.
Today we walked alongside water.

I am used to working hard
and playing hard.
I feel I have moved
from the former to
the latter.

It is all internal ajustment
but today I felt it deep.
Just one hour - I felt like that.
I need to work it through.
Understand it.
Joan says she does.
She is settled.
She is aware of my wolfness restlesness.
Bless her.
Bless you.

No better blessing than one from my great friend,
who left us to compose his writings for Angels.
John O Donohue

This is so wondrously so beautiful.
Read it
let it soak into your soul
and
bBlessed.

Blessed be the longing that brought you here
And quickens your soul with wonder.

May you have the courage to listen to the voice of desire
That disturbs you when you have settled for something safe.

May you have the wisdom to enter generously into your own unease
To disover the new direction your longing wants you to take.

May the forms of your belonging- in love, creativity, and friendship-
Be equal to the grandeur and the call of your soul.

May the one you long for long for you.

May your dreams gradually reveal the destination of your desire.

May a secret Providence guide your thought and nurture your feeling.

May your mind inhabit your life with the sureness with which your body inhabits the world.

May your heart never be haunted by ghost-structures of old damage.

May you come to accept your longing as divine urgency.

May you know the urgency with which God longs for you.