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this weeks theme
'buried alive'

http://tvm.tigtail.org/TVM/L_View/E/Ancient/Egypt/Egypt-artifacts/6.third-intermediate/M/IP3_grave_robber.d25.jpg

paste that in or maybe you won't want to .......................

when we hold things inside us ..... unresolved
repressed
hiding

we do not solve the problem we just leave it

BURIED ALIVE

Then it is alive and active inside us and it comes to no good and we come to NO good

see
theforgivenessproject.com

an example ...........................

more to come from mesoul .................... bhp

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KELIS ...................... heard the album x 2 on the train today.
I believe I cannot make my mind up about a cd until I have
1

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Fantastic article in the Guardian Today about the brain
it must be on their website if you are interested.

Joy is in S Africa in da Sun
Ann is inHong Kong and meeting level5 Annabel who
breaths
breeds
writes
lectures
cooks
champagnes
in hong kong and Macau

On the 15th of this month Ann has her New York Programme launching the new series of holiday programmes on ITV 3. If you see any advance press or reviews, let me know as she will miss it with being away. It is good she has the first show. Watch it and boost the viewing figures ....... please

paul field dot com has put a link from his website to mine.
love it and appreciate
he is a great man
and artiste.

loving to watch I'm a celeb ..........
not to watch the bugs and stuff ...... that gets a turnover
but love the people watching and it stays on till 2am as I do my ewaves to you.

bbeautiful

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MYDOOM VIRUS


............. well get a stinking mac
that is one of the beautiful things about the mac

no doom and gllom


bhp

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First new album of the year came today.
Bit racey.
Kelis ........ it is called 'Tasty'
thrashed today and will need to do more on the ipod thru London tomorrow.
She is well served by NERD/The Neptunes. They are the music producers of our age - seems to me.

Got two more on the way
zero 7 ............ the new single is really good (Home) and I have great expectations of the album.

A new Gilles Peterson which is stuck in the delivery chain of of play dot com

Been so busy I feel a bit bitty and disjointed......... and my blogs show it methinks.

I feel happy.
I keep saying how I feel ...... think it helps me and believe it is good for us all.




"work like you don't need the money
dance like no-one is watching
sing like no-one is listening
and
love like you have never been hurt"

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Nice new home page on my website
thanx to webcharliemaster
new gallery with some pix of you?
some other stuff to entertain and ......... it is all about becoming.

Bit + more frustrated that I have posted on my blog and it has just taken over 24 hours for them to become publicly available. I don't like it ....... I like it fresh ..... even if only I read it.

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I have feelings.
They are about the group and about myself. In fact they are about humans.
The artifacts around are significant but they don't generate many feelings in me. Humans do.

I have feelings.
Normally I am buzzing with the interactive blessings touching my soul. Right now I feel a deep sadness. It is not depression and anything serious, but it is a bit of a cloud draped over my soul.

I have feelings because;
1 I think I felt the group didn't work well.
2 the numbers were ok, even though a number left early and others drifted in. Normal!
3 Maybe the content/material was not what scratched them.
4 feel also that certain individuals were not ready for the group, even though they came.
5 The feelings I think, were ..... are a feeling of failure. I was not on top. I was not able to be the group leader I would like to be.
6 feelings also that certain individuals were not cooperating ....... but that is normal.
7 so maybe it was me and this process is confronting myself by this reflective process. yes it was me. Own it wilson. So I learn and I will step on. I will be motivated and do one more attempt at walking a million miles. Taking the next step ..... that is.

The eternal lover will use my weaknesses and my strengths but there is more to dig out ...

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testing ..... I posted twice yesterday and they are not here at 10.29 Monday yet??

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Have been 'up north' for the week-end.

Leading a Training event on Saturday in Manchester.. Was really good for them, they kindly expressed, and I loved the vibe and refreshing of the soul.

Drove past
189 broad oak road St Helens.
That was the house joan and bought and we lived in it from wedding day for exactly one year ....... only. A year to the day.
God had wiggled his little finger for the first move from home town. The destination was Mobberley in Cheshire. An Approved School for young offenders from Manchester.
Since then, forty years later - we have lived in 'on-the-job' housing ......... five projects in five communities and five million vivid experiences with zillions of beautiful humans.

We drove past the dark lane where we had our first kiss!

Visited the street where I was born and ................ so it was a memory lane gig too.

Midst that was the call I blogged about below in my most recent words.
Paul Wilson, I understand - is now off the critical list following the removal of a blood clot which was outside the brain. There is concern about possible damage to the brain and the spinal cord.
This has been a shock at a distance. It must have been total dread in close up. Pray on please ..................

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Just back from ........ will tell you later...........
BUT yesterday as I was setting up to lead a course in Manchester and received a call that Paul Wilson, friend and Greenbelt Board member was in serious condition in hospital following a road accident involving a bus.. He has had a brain operation and is critical.
He has two small children.
Pray for Rachel and Paul and the two children and all in distress around them ..........
If you you pray
can you pray?

bhp