.... I feel emotionally flat right now ....
The Level five group w/e is off due to cramp in the diaries of a few of our special humans ........... but we have been together for 26 years so we WILL meet again come January/February.
Now I have a w/e of lack of direction with so much I want to do with lots more I don't want to do ....
Emotions hmmmmmm ....
During my week-ends away over the last few weeks I have returned home and done one thing first. That was to watch a recorded DVD featuring the Great Britain Rugby League Team as they battled through some tough games down under.
Two weeks ago I was on a high because we beat Australia in a Test match - we don't do that too often in any sport eh?
Today I was up early to watch them play again - the winners going to the final next Saturday. Tomorrow we will be flying home. We lost ....... sad so sad ........
So ............ the season ends until February when my team, come on the Saints, will start their battle to win all three trophies again ........... and I loveitloveit .......
Reflection - re the photographs here::
When these little girls were aged 8 and 2 we left our northern England home town called St Helens.
We went to live and work in East London UK.
We took them to live in a community that had::
The highest crime rate in the country .......
The worst education in the country ........
It was the worst time in my life when it comes to living and working.
It was the same for Joan.
It was the best time in my life in terms of learning .......
The Sheilas did fantastic and met a range of humans that has contributed to their lives like nothing else would have.
The are have become adults with the most wondrous qualities - doing great work and the most generous, loyal and loving as any humans could be .........
Regrets No
Scars yes
Learning yes
Hard Hearted No
Vulnerable Yes
Beautiful Yes
Imperfection Yes
More Yes than No - and I feel ok about that ..........
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