I have been so busy
I have not blogged much
Life has been busy
most w/ends away.
Away last w/end
this one coming too.
Next one I am home
then away the next.
Funny how I felt strange
in the early new year
because there was the usual lull.
I feel happier/purposeful
when I am full-on.
I am odd.
I decided that some years ago.
I am more much more driven
when I have challenges.
I say::
I am not happy
I am not unhappy
I am restless - always
I am quiet faith-wise.
Yet faith drives/feeds everything.
My whole being is fed by my
value and belief system.
All founded on faith
and cultural transposition of
key principles.
I never speak about my faith
unless I am asked.
My introduction always tells my story
Springboards have been humans
who have trusted me
involved me
facilitated my growth
pulled me up when fallen
forgiven my mistakes
coached me in my ignorance
nurtures my loudness
into more awareness and sensitivity ....
I feel I am a stumbling fumbling student.
Yet I know my scars and wounds
help me to get alongside those
who are living on the edge.
I feel deep love for them/with them.
I want to be with them
because they inspire me
and
I believe I can facilitate experiences
which assists them to liberate their own lives.
Break the chains
See a new way.
I work experientially.
I process through
awareness raising
which stimulates a desire
for them to develop new skills
and more importantly
to catch a vision.
At my age I don't work full time
with these beautiful humans now.
My whole life has been working with those in such need.
Now I do facilitation
one-on-one opportunities -
a sort of coaching role.
I am remarkable accepted
appreciated and more.
My age helps me not to be a threat.
My role is not management
of their accommodation and behaviour -
that is a tough job - I have journeyed there.
So I will continue
to be busy and live stretching
learning in preparation and practice.
Creating and designing new tools
to create and sustain the climate
and the experienced - appropriate for
the beautiful humans who I face each time.
