Like you, I believe, I have had a journey through my emotions and often have experienced bad outcomes. Times past me by and time has given me time to reflect one my reaction to a comment or the Behaviour of another.
Time gives an opportunity to become reflective and leaved me wishing for a better outcome. Time can be learning time - 'I wish time' is all about knowing we could have spoken or behaved much better.
Even with our most loved/most respected we have cocked up.
I don't know yet how much I need to learn but I want to accept all feeling stirred within me - NOT bury them deep within myself - I need to reflect and learn from self and others. Emotion Detective - that's me.
Never ending journey - about the inner Pip and inner you. Strive to understand my inner working and the inner being of others. A never ending journey.
I must learn more but I don't know how much to learn until I get it wrong - or when I sense I am getting nearly right - or better.
That is why I write a lot. Reflective time - sometimes on a blog or more personal/hidden away.
I have published a number of books which describe my journey - into my becoming all I want to become.
Pip BHP