100 mph backwards..
Me.
I am buzzing, full of feelings.
Tired, adrenalin - less.
Feeling::
More than tired
Up
Thrilled
Edge
Privilege
Thos are the five words to describe my life at the moment - this minute.
I would love to know yours, your five words.
I want to know how you are feeling.
I yearn intimacy.
We can only do that by getting close
both removing masks.
Undressing.
I am on a train
backwards
heading for London
Kings Cross.
I am heading for a life vigurated by the day.
I love seeing humans energised.
I love seeing humans interacting.
I love feeling humans.
I can never lead a session on any subject
without going below the waterline,
I am talking Iceberg Pipology here.
Below the waterline
hidden, not the tip on view.
Not behaviour
but the forces beyond behaviour
the forces behind behaviour.
Emotional Literacy.
Emotional Intelligence.
Being intelligent about our emotions.
What have learned today?
That adult humans are scared to step outside 'normal'.
Resent it at first
Uncomfortable zones.
Then energise
then laugh
warm up
relax
and a new normal is accepted.
It is worth it and right
to step into uncomfortable zones.
Yet few will seek it out unless facilitated.
I am determined to live my life with more residing in a place called uncomfortable.
More places called uncertainty,
dissatisfied,
edgy,
risky,
irritation.
I will refresh the irritation daily.
