Saturday, May 08, 2010








Hey beautiful human
do you feel beautiful right now?
I am not meaning
the 'mirror beautiful' you
but
your soul?
The heart of you?
The human inside -
maybe unknown to no-one other than you?
Maybe not you - even?

Just checking.
Reminder
you are beautiful.

When was the last time someone told you
'you are beautiful'?

I am saying it ................. now
and I mean it ...............
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I am feeling beautiful -
not that I think of that -
but asking you
reminds me!
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I have felt a disturbed human this week.
The UK election has done it.
Not their fault,
it is my connection emotionally with it.

It is not a self interest thing.
I am concerned about the fragile ones.
THAT has churned my soul this week.
It is still going on because it is not over yet.
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This week I learned what 'prose' is!
It was said that I write in 'prose and poetry'!
As for me - I just write.
Let it come out of the soul.
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Dictionary search re prose
it seems I write 'poetry-prose'.
I didn't know that!
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At Greenbelt tomorrow.
Trustees meeting and I will love it.
We are responsible for GB
so required to see big picture and
vision beyond visibility.
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Sunday Joan and me are going to watch the Saints.
The are playing in the Challenge cup against
Quins Rugby League, at the Twickenham Stoop.
We win = we go on to next round.
We lose = zilch.

Knockout Rugby
I will be worried again.
This week - lots of worry.
There is a game on BBC TV both
Saturday and Sunday.
This game is important to me.
And we don't often play in London town.
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I have been asked to write a regular fortnightly article
on my kinda stuff - just like blogging as a job.
I love it love it.
Subject is::
Social and Emotional Insight.
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I am working in Bradford this coming week.
The sort of gig I love.
Working with a team doing fantastic work
with kids on the edge .................
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Joan has bought me tickets for the London
Concert of Gil Scott-Heron ......... wow.
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It is Christian Aid week starting Sunday.
I believe in this stuff.
They do things we cannot do.
All over the world.
Watch out for the video which will play
above on my player.
be moved ...............
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Flying Lotus album - great
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Gil Scott-heron new album - great
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I have been asked to got to South Africa.
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Do you believe, like me, that a kiss is most wondrous?
Best when delivered to frogs ..............
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I have had to get an Oyster card for travelling on the London Tube.
Stink.
For the last 10 years I have had a free pass.
Moving out of London means I don't have now, now have to pay!
Stink.
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My iPhone camera is poor but
next month the new iPhone will have a 5g camera hey hey.
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Last week at a gig in Birmingham
I met a stranger - who was Peter Smith - Rev!
Then, I suddenly knew him because he worked with me
some 40 years ago - no-wonder he his face was a stranger.
It was great to see him.
He is now an Inner City vicar doing great things.
He was a young energetic member of our team
doing some great work with young people on the edge.
Toughest of times for all of us.
He was a group worker with Pete Oliver, in a group of young offenders.
eight boys - a great youth work model using boundary management.
Futuristic at it's time - guess still is ........

I was amazed to see him looking so old - how come?
He grows older - when I look just the same?
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I am inspired by,
(I am going to bed now -
it will take 2.5 hours to Greenbelt tomorrow)
I am am inspired by a writer called Luke.
It is a Manifesto
I love it
see Chapter four:18
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Now that would be a good one politically ............