Wednesday, June 17, 2020

when I tell you I hurt that does not mean I am destroyed ......







All my experiences – vivid encounters, 
give me feelings – right to the heart  - 
right in the soul where growth resides.
I want to feel and disclose feelings.
Both.
Unless I disclose my feelings to you
You don't know me
you only know my activity
you only read my body language
you only feel me through the clicking of distant keys
I want to disclose - it is good for me
it is good for our relationship 
sometimes I will be sad, 
frustrated, lonely, hurt, failing ......
amongst the golden stuff
when I tell you I hurt
that does not mean I am destroyed and lame
it means I am stretching my sensitivity to my interior
and not being an exterior human - only.


This is an extract from my book:: 
GUTTER FEELINGS
DETAILS HERE
If I could get you 
to read ONE book of mine
it would be the one with
60 years of my journey in it.
called Gutter Feelings 
- the 2012 edition.