Sunday, February 22, 2009



Sorry-not blogged.
Have been so busy.
Not answered emails.
Been away a lot.
Commuting too.
Have had to focus.
Just finished the prep.
Up at 4 am
Journey to Rhinoville.
Busy on return.
Will hit some e's on Wednesday.
Friday is a day working at home.
Real catchup.

Feel good.
Focused.
Charged.
Excited.
Nervous.
Challenged.
Loved.
U2ed.

I need to blog propa.
Get stuff out of my soul.
Keep writing prayers in my head.
But life is the big prayer.
Writing that all the time.

My way is unclear.
Uncertain.
Dissatisfactory.
Restless.
All the things I like
because
Growth
does not
reside in a place
called comfortable
and I am uncomfortable
with that.

I pause and breathe deep ...........



so show/me/how to feel/about being me/so that I can leave my shell/
and shout and jump and kick/until something gets changed/
because the future is mine/and I don't want it to be like/the past/
and I hate/ seeing people starve/in order to give me/cheap trainers.

Friday, February 20, 2009


U2 in the earbuds yesterday
solid 4 hours commute.

Now listening to Beatspoke.
French I think.

Today working at home.
First w/e at home for ages.
Used the car today.
First time for ages.

Are facts boring?
Not as interesting as Feelings eh?

Being made redundant triggers feelings
"You made me feel ....."
It just wrong a wrong statement - the feelings are ours
they don't belong to others
they are ours - just triggered.

A few things happening in Wilson Mansions
and the souls of the humans there.
Some are blogable
others not appropriate.

Have 21 new albums to listen to today.
My sort of music too.
And brought about 20 from Norway.
My Mac recorded 20 hours of DJ Radio while I was away.
Love this stuff
keeps my soul breathing.
What feeds your soul?
Have you heard of Parker Palmer?

Joan is cooking a new style meal.
She creates new stuff every week.

I love



I was made redundant today.
Still a freelancer though.
But my only employer has gone/going!

I started work at 15
in a factory
apprentice engineer
wanted to go to sea.
So I worked on Ship Equipment manufacture.

This will be the first time since then that I have not been employed.

But mission means I will always be employed.

But I am sad.
Emotional Literacy is relevant now.
So I was calm - collected.
I expected it to happen.

Afterwards
I felt drained supporting several others in the same boat.

But they are full time.
Me only part time.
Then I realised that I was disturbed because of me too!

A shitty world sometimes produces a rose .......................

Thursday, February 19, 2009

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

I would like to thank this great man. Thank you Oyvin.
The man on the keys::

Been a watching the Brits on TV tonight.

Joy came around because we have a joint meeting in early morning London.
Everyday since returning from Norway - I have been in the big town.
So three Wilsons watching Brits and thought it was good.
Still watching the parties on ITV2

The other Sheila was there with her presenter G*k W*n
She did the red crpet as his partner/guest for the night.
It has been text madness tonight
and good fun.

I am expecting big news tomorrow.
Will Blog it tomorrow.

Had a great meeting with my Blobmate Ian Long -
with our publisher who is turning out new stuff.
Lot's of ideas flowing and excited.

I am feeling cool.
Not worried
or tense.
Calm is the word.

A word for you
youarebeautiful



Tuesday, February 17, 2009




Watchthewilsonefforts

Coleen's Real Women tonight itv2 9pm.

And I have some extra news about the Brits but I will have to ask Sheila if I can Blog it!!
Can I Sheila - the Red Carpet bit???????????

Home from Norway.
Feel spaced out.
In recovery.
Planned day off today.
Going with Joan to Barts.
Big hospital in London.
A cervical cancer test/research.
Joan has been one of 100's
who are tested annually
as part of research.
Last time there was an abnormality
but it turned out to be an incorrect test.
Whew.

After we may catch a movie or a meal.
Feel more like drifting into space myself.

Who has got tickets for the only Q Tip concert in London?
ME!!!!!!!
It is a premier gig
BenjiB on the decks
Semtex too.
Gilles Peterson 10th Anniversary gig.
ALSO 'Little Dragon' - a favourite band
so much so much .......

I have on my piPhone player
a mix/part of Q Tip music
It gets me in the mood.
love it love it .......

Monday, February 16, 2009


AMSTERDAM - Anne Frank called them the Helpers. They provided food, books, and good cheer while she and her family hid for two years from the Nazis in a tiny attic apartment.




Today, the last surviving helper, Miep Gies, celebrates her 100th birthday, saying she has won more accolades for helping the Frank family than she deserved.

"This is very unfair. So many others have done the same or even far more dangerous work," she wrote in an e-mail to the Associated Press last week.

It was Gies who gathered up Anne's scattered papers and notebooks after the hiding place was raided in 1944. She locked them - unread - in a desk drawer to await the teenager's return.

Anne died of typhus in the German concentration camp Bergen-Belsen seven months after her arrest. British and Canadian troops liberated the camp two weeks later.

Gies gave the collection to Anne's father, Otto, the only survivor among the eight people who hid in the concealed attic. He published it in 1947, and it was released in English in 1952 as "The Diary of a Young Girl." Retitled "The Diary of Anne Frank," it was the first book about the Holocaust to win popular appeal, and has sold tens of millions of copies in dozens of languages.

As she looked forward to a quiet birthday with her son and three grandchildren, Gies paid tribute to the "unnamed heroes" who helped Dutch Jews escape the net during the five years of Nazi occupation.

"I would like to name one, my husband, Jan. He was a resistance man who said nothing but did a lot. During the war he refused to say anything about his work, only that he might not come back one night. People like him existed in thousands but were never heard," she said.

Jan Gies, who was not one of the four office workers who supplied the Frank family with their daily needs, died in 1993.

Such people fought a lonely battle in the Netherlands. Historians say collaborators were many and anti-Nazi resistance was light. Of the prewar Jewish population of 140,000, some 107,000 were arrested and deported. The Red Cross says only 5,200 of them survived the war.

Like the Franks, about 24,000 Dutch Jews went into hiding, of which 8,000 were hunted down or betrayed in exchange for a bounty.

After the war, Gies worked for Otto Frank as he compiled and edited the diary, then devoted herself to talking about the diary and answering letters from around the world.

After Frank's death in 1980, Gies continued to campaign against Holocaust-deniers and to refute allegations that the diary was a forgery.

Sunday, February 15, 2009


I have now got iLife 09 and a fine and useful new addition it is.
For PC users, this is the new software for a mac. It is great for photos, web design for idiots like me and also iDVD and iMovie.

One simple click fro a bunch of photos on my screen and the pics are directly onto face-book.

So here I am - still in Norway.
I am homebound tomorrow.
It has been great.
Multiple gigs to do each day and varied.
The impact needs reflect - and I am only speaking about the impact on me.

I am drinking Norwegian tap water by the litre.
I am playing the new album by Common have had time to post some great new music on my blog player.
I have some music I cannot play yet grrr
but I will when I can ..............

More water ..................

My Macbook pro has been hammered.
Multiple keynote presentations.
new creative designs to have the appropriate messages for the assembled.

I feel tired.
A sleepy sort.
An emotional drain sort.
Deep below that
there is a deep and beautiful satisfaction.
Delight too.
Privilege, stretch, appreciation and
I feel I have been educated for the next leap.

The whole school goes off to ski tomorrow.
They jump skis like I jump on London Tubes.
A whole week of it and then they have a weeks holiday.
The following week a group of them visit London for a week.

Feelings - I have plenty
Will no doubt reflect at the airport tomorrow.
Thank you for adding to my life.
Thank you for clicking this way.
It would not be nice to be talking to you and you are not there!!