Friday, February 20, 2009

I was made redundant today.
Still a freelancer though.
But my only employer has gone/going!

I started work at 15
in a factory
apprentice engineer
wanted to go to sea.
So I worked on Ship Equipment manufacture.

This will be the first time since then that I have not been employed.

But mission means I will always be employed.

But I am sad.
Emotional Literacy is relevant now.
So I was calm - collected.
I expected it to happen.

I felt drained supporting several others in the same boat.

But they are full time.
Me only part time.
Then I realised that I was disturbed because of me too!

A shitty world sometimes produces a rose .......................