Sunday, October 23, 2005



I love em .. .. .. ..

I don't know how you feel, unless you tell me, and I find that humans don't tell unless I ask them ....... and sometimes whenI ask they tell me for a long time and forget to to ask about my feelings .....

I feel I love people till I ache.

That's how I feel.

"No-one puts flowers on the flowers grave"

Another thing ....... I love music. It is something I love for myself - pure pleasure but also I find it deeply inspirational and spiritual and some of the time I get shivers down my spine ......... at the moment I am listening to the new Tom Waits album and ... that is a line above .... it is the most wondrous and powerful ........ dripping with emotion.

But the music is for private time ........ most of the time.
But humans and human contact and human interactions are the eliments of life that scratch my soul and make me kick darkness in me until it bleeds daylight ......... as Donna Summer would say ....... "I love to love you baby" ............

........ the most important thing is that you know the fact that you are beautiful because that changes all things, starting with your interior, and then all things around your exterior ....

You are beautiful ......