Tuesday, April 07, 2009



Home hunting today.
We are trying to spend one day a week at it.
No result.
Patience is the word methinx.

I am stepping into this week called holy.
It is my most significant time of the year.
I want to fling open all the doors.
All the doors to my soul.
Allow
Encourage
Welcome
Yearn
for new experience of wholeness
as I connect in new ways to the maker
of wholeness.

I ask Joan how she is feeling.
It is a fantastic question.
She is good at digging it.
That question really digs.

The answers always touch
the real
the reality
the important.
It brings to the fore the issues of now.

Many don't know how to do this.
Many scared of asking.
Many scared of answering.

I really do believe I need to connect with my feelings
even though it is tough sometimes.
We can get used to doing this feelings stuff.
My experience.
It is still scary when we have things going on in our life.
Especially when there are unresolved issues.
Feeling inside which are uncomfortable to unearth.

Feelings are great places to start.
Maybe the essential place to start.
But, we need to have the skill also,
in not allowing feelings to take over.
Our thought processes,
decision making and strategy making,
needs to follow.
Like hand in glove.
Gin always with tonic.

Hand in glove is also the spiritual journey.
Opening up to the moves of spirit is essential for me.
This week demands it.
I am heading for Friday.
It is crunch time
for the curtain
for daylight
for separation
for human kind.

See from His head, His hands, His feet,
Sorrow and love flow mingled down!
Did e’er such love and sorrow meet,
Or thorns compose so rich a crown?