Sunday, October 01, 2006



Don't
sacrifice
freedom
for
security

..... is one of my own ground rules.

In terms of the Conference I have just been on, I have sometimes felt alone.
I always move around at such events. Talking to lots of humans.
I never stick with one group.
I never find a group of humans I like
and then hang out with them, always beautifully possible of course, because I keep on the move.
Then - at certain times there are natural minutes and hours to hang around with established 'secure relationships'. Those are the times I feel more vulnerable and don't have a place to pitch my tent.

I have been like this for many years. Due to me working a lot with humans with special needs - and then due to the above strategic behaviour, I don't have many friends. I have loads-a-humans who love me and me them. But I consider that I don't have a lot of real close friends.

"It is said that you will only know and love 5 humans in all your life - so why shouldn't one be you?"

I love that.
I have been working on that.
How about you?

I am feeling good although tired as will all from the event. Sleep is not a big agenda item when you can talk to so many beautiful humans from around the globe. Loveitloveit.

These photos are of strangers.
They were a week ago.
Now I know them a wee bit of many of them - and see and feel their character - personality.
Passions.
Hopes.
Dreams.
Sometimes
fears .......

I believe that vulnerability is a strength - not a weakness ...... and I will continue to be as honest as I can about the interior me. I believe others feel similar feelings. ................. being in touch with them is beautiful ........ I feel fully alive - but the container is a bit tired right now!!




You
are
beautiful