..... I am late nighting it at Wilson Mansions and feel quite sane.
Yesterday I was up from 8 am to 2.15 am but felt back to full energy.
I thing Christmas was good after all.
Just tough to stop and relax
but need it all the same
Thanx to BJ/DJ there is some great vibes on my blog ........ I love that I can play some grooves which I like.
I told him today that I intend to live to 100 and I need these grooves all the way :-)
Have you noticed the couple of James Brown tracks?
A number are dance tracks and yet not so many of the twanging guitars.
I am showing my taste this way.
There is much more to come - wondrous stuff with meaning
passion
vibe
and
feeling.
Today I have had a day working at home to try to do many things including trying to empty my mailbox.
It was stuffed
I need to get some design into the pending Norway gigs.
I need to sort my tax out
Hate all that, the latter, - wrong side of the brain.
I need to write some text
Design a Group Work Course
A Communication Course
..... and think longer term in terms of pending gigs.
I am bursting with blogs but cannot type
no books, of the text-type, are being produced
and I have loadsa stuff to fill a number.
Every book I have written in the past has been because
I have had a PA for 30 years
who could spell
and click with speed.
I would love to learn to type ..........
I am excited about some work I have in the future
new
challenging
in the line of the sort of stuff that
Joan and I did in our twenties.
Not proper to tell you
but, in the journey, the feelings will leak out
the learning will get through the cracks in my soul
like lemon does in the cracks of my skin
like ice cream does to the cracks in my teeth
like vulnerability gets in through the cracks in my soul armour
we all have cracks
that's how the light
gets in
I know I have strengths
qualities
abilities
skills
sensitivities
awarenesses
experiences
gifts
but
it is the ability to be in contact with my disabilities that I need to work on
it is the ability to empathise with others in their hurt - I need to work on
it is the ability to me maskless that I need to work on
not only for me
because only 7% of communication is words
the rest is how I live my life
loving
being
and in my
becoming
............... others may chose to walk
the
road
less
travelled ............................... of self revelation ..........
That reminds me of the book called::
The Road Less Travelled by::
M Scott Peck and his perspective on love which is worth a good reflection::
".....
love is not a feeling, it is an activity and an investment.
Love is primarily a concern for the spiritual growth of another.
Love cannot be sustained by mutual dependence, rather,
love between two parties is made stronger when they are
completely independent of one another."
.... in your being and becoming
you are beautiful
Dance like no-one is watching
Sing like no-one is listening
and
Love like you have never been hurt.
.
