Wednesday, May 25, 2005

LAST WEEK IN THE SUN ......


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Originally uploaded by Pip Wilson.

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........... hello beautiful human .... it is the pip of pipwilson.com here and I life is strange.

Here I am with the central heating on when last week I was eating a meal out doors.
Tomorrows commute will need my winter boots again - last week I stayed in my Berkenstocks (sandals).
I feel tired because life has not kicked in - it seems all bitty.

I am watching MTV with one eye - 'Pimp My Ride' is on - it is only the US version but when the UK version comes along - stinking wow! So I think of Ann who working late nights to get them all in the can.

.......... and I think of Joy who returned from Majorca today. Hope to see her on Thursday and pub-lunch-it ........ but with Joy ANYTHING can happen. Her diary changes by the minute.

We have Joyce, Mother in Law, staying with us and she seems to be more settled in herself. Funny how our attitude to our-self has a big impact on our communication and behaviour ...... and most of all the big 'R'!
= Relationships.

Feelings .......... I said to Joan tonight...... "how are you feeling?"
She is good at going inside and telling me.
I was triggered to ask because I had feelings and being aware of them, but not at that moment doing any thinking, I was triggered to think of the person nearest = Joan.

We have feelings - the other has feelings ........... true at work, school, Uni, home .......
The other humans are are special and it would be wondrous if we have the capacity to join them with some empathy.
We are special and ............ it seems to me, unless we are aware of our own feelings ............ it is impossible to be in solid empathy with 'the other'!

So I drive my soul to understand my self and gently drive my sensitivity to understand this human in front of me who always has a screw top coke bottle. (NOTE: no coke enclosed)

So I am ok but not really worked out the feelings today .......... but going to zzzzedz and will think about them more tomorrow eh?

Goodnight you beautiful human ......... we can be that generation ..........

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