Wednesday, November 16, 2005


Slowing up .....
it is late night here at the Wilson Country Estate ...

- tired in one way
- Thinking and reaching out and forward in another way.
- not un-relaxed
- a little sadness deep in the sandpapered soul - don't know why.
- Sufjan Stevens on the iPod.
- Joy my Sheila has just phoned from Manchester. Working there and then away working in the sun for two weeks.

I do have days when I need to catch up on the inbox/mail/domestic.

I have no interest at all in the routine and domestic life but certain things need to be done.

I have emotions which are also thoughts and leaking energy - totally directed towards the forthcoming Training Sessions I am about to lead.
The humans - their needs - the context - expectations and my preparations. I have designed the sessions + several items to busk with if needed - options you may say!

Have I packed the right tools to do the job?
How much will I need to busk due to the unexpected climate or failure of equipment?
How do I start the session in a way which will aid the building of a climate of trust quickly?
I yearn and aim to think of every scenario.

Sleep is boring but sometimes I just have to take some ......

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