Tuesday, June 05, 2007




... awake at 5 this morning.
Up at six. The washing machine of my mind is slushing life around.
Wouldn't say 'in a spin'.
Feel alright really.
Focused.
I guess I feel I am on a slide - slippery one - all the way to my holiday week.

I am at Wilson Mansions.
Dressing gown.
Peppermint tea.
I can hear the birds singing.
Hmmmmm - maybe they sing all the time and I never hear them because I have music on all the time?

Just downloading music onto my iPod for the commute today ....... or is it uploading?
Have a full week of working out, including a residential on Thursday and Friday.
Saturday 'The Saints' are playing in the Challenge Cup and if we keep on winning we will be playing at the new Wembley Stadium come end of August.
This is the largest conflict in my life. The final at Wembley is on the same week-end as Greenbelt and the latter takes priority.

Saturday is the game - on BBC TV at 12.15 I think.
Sunday is the holiday hey hey.
Richard is coming and looking after Zig - they are both pleased about that.
Big John is staying over one night too. He will be at the Greenbelt meeting which I will miss.

Yesterday I was with a beautiful bunch of humans. It has been a six weeks course.
Each person emerging from unknown.
Now aa feel with each one.
All on a unique life journey,
Fourteen beautiful humans who I may never ever see again after Wednesday ........

I have offered my all.
Inadequate - yes.
Beautiful - yes.
But also 'beautiful Imperfection '- yes.

So much to reflect on.

Think today will be inspiring.
The music on the train-tube-walk ................ and the humans I will meet, be with, love, and learn with.

Wondrous email from Caroline today ................ what a beautiful human ............

....... see you later ..........