I am frowning internally
and biting my nails inside.
I yearn for their balloon to be burst,
that insecure balloon - that fear of being hurt balloon -
that mask shaped balloon ............
but it is not me who can take that pin ......
the popping
must come from the inside - out.
I want to scream and say .......
you can trust me.
I will not throw your words,
your expression,
your foul language,
your stumbling words ......
I will not throw them back in your face.
I will not ridicule.
Come on ...... love like you have never been hurt.
you
first
.
