I have about 50 books which are special I know that if I am feeling dry, unfocused, flat, pathetic, uninspired ..... I know I can pick any one of these - read a few sentences and becoming a raging inferno of feelings and passion. I know that this act of looking sideways can trigger so many ideas for my acts of love. I know that I have decided to make my life an act of love and I loveitloveit.