Thursday, June 18, 2009


I sit here tired.
Not a bad thing.
Tired is a result of doing.
'Duvet diving' is, usually, a result of needing to hide away.

Joan is watching Cricket and Football on TV zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
Some humans talk about cricket as if it is oxygen to the world!
But great - the football season has finished
BUT it is still on TV and the new season starts soon!!
zzzzzzzzzzzzz
You can see how Big Brother is such light relief from all this sport -
and then WIMBLEDON starts soon screammmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

Here I am hid away listening to Q Tip as I click.
hmmmmmmm heaven.

Had an email from Adolfus in Australia today.
Great man leading a Youth Work project on Youth Parliament stuff.
I miss the coffee chats.
I miss his energy and enquiring mind.

I am listening to Nitin Sawhney now - he reminds me of when Richard and Adolfus went with me to see him at the London Albert Hall.
British Asian creating beautiful blends - have all his Albums.

And low and behold - Richard phones from the USA - just now.
I spoke to Jen and Richard.
We went to their wedding in Oregon in December 2007.
A journey and experience of a lifetime.
Great to catch up but miss the eye-ball-to-eyeball with my international friends.

Control click saves my life.

On a Mac, any word showing a wrong spelling, I just hold ctrl and click and bingo - the correct spell is revealed!
I save face from showing myself to be an idiot - to you :-)
But here I go trying to be mask less again ........................

I want to blog about::
THROWING UP.
When I was coming home to the family. Back home from working with youth gangs and the tension picked up from me -
was driving Joan into the toilet being sick.
Throwing up.


I want to click about managing emotions.
Not controlling emotions - note the difference.
But I am emotionally drained right now - so - I will re-energise and return later ...................

Thank you for visiting and reading my fumbling stumbling words.